October 31, 2009

Hi,
Today is October 31, 2009 and life is not the most exciting. Its been two days that I have been talking to myself and don't want to see a face on earth. I dont want to see or talk to anyone else or do anything that is going to mix me with the world. I am full of complicated thoughts and I thought I should write but not another complicated poem but a simple write up which probably cooks me a better tomorrow or a better today. I have lost the idea of when the day ends and when tomorrow begins. Will the tomorrow I have been dreaming of ever happen, you know how today is yesterday's tomorrow and as I would like to think it should be a step towards the beautiful tomorrow I have build in my mind. I am not doubting anything, maybe its just another one of those rest points which are as necessary as the walk towards your goal... hah goal; dont want to get started on that. So to make me stop talking to myself I am typing and enjoying the tip tap of the keyboard. But, the question remains what do I want to say to myself. I will go for a walk with some music and come back to you; I hope I have a full stop waiting to be inked...(6:15)...(8:06). FULL STOP