The art of studying

Authors are true artists and books bliss. I love to study, find it artistic and wish to do stuff as a hobby - at leisure. The numbers, the alphabets, the cryptic knowledge excites me. I wish to be a student all my life but study only as a luxury. I like to solve things but not in a day, in ages. Well, I am not a brilliant kid and am going to discover nothing but often fantasize being able to read everything. I am forgetful and stupid but that's the fun part I blv, to learn when u know nothing. I am 24 and have below average knowledge compared to many but I am well adjusted with my level of brains. I would love you to teach me whatever you know. Its an art - to study. I love doing it and crave for more when I part from it.

As sure as I am that I wont be making any inventions, I am of not wanting to. Everyday comes with a moment of enlightenment and here I am living one. I keep telling people how important it is to be on time and have the right vision, do something to achieve something and do it for real. I stand outside of this philosophy of mine. I am happy to relax and laze in luxury or scarcity with no propulsion towards any kind of anything. I really peep into myself to find that all I need is a true personality that acts as a transparent gateway of pure knowledge, to learn and to give some. I want to move out of the institutions where they teach treachery along with maths and literature. Time to stand and live a life where you dont need to cheat at any level. There is nothing more important than to be who you want yourself to be. There is nothing more beautiful than to live an artful day, learn, study, sleep with a full mind and wake up empty. Friends come here, lets build something. Catch all that you can before you die in some storm, for you its money, for me the wind, for him it is some wood and for his son it is honey.

So it seems that I want to study all life and drink art. Well, to face it, as of now I am a loser who wants to do a million things but doesn't know really what. Do I have the courage to know my needs, what fulfills me, is their any profession that calls me to it. Why am I scared and unsure of myself. I want to do something I can do which I will be happy if coincides with what I dream to do.I have written too many words here so Johny tell me what you think. Being a nomad is a noble adventure.

After a lot of nonsense, I have decided that I will be a teacher like I have always wanted to be, teach what I know and learn what I don't. The plan is to grow.

Shringi

17 June 2010